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I See Dirt

October 13, 2015 Joie Crary

When we moved into this house 5 years ago there wasn't a whole lot going on.

April 2010

April 2010

First there was mud.  Then there were some hosta and daylillies around the foundation, a forsythia, and some stepping stones scattered through the lawn. 

Summer 2010

Summer 2010

Like a good Southern girl I popped a couple of boxwood urns on top and called it a day.

But that didn't last long and before I knew it I was excavating a stone pathway, which turned out to be deeper and more complete than I'd ever thought possible.  I mean, it was almost completely covered in grass and we'd been driving the lawn mower over it for a year!  I was also seeing the vision (that is now a reality) of an evolving mass of foliage and flowers which would be the entrance to our house.

What better place for a garden?  The supposed dwarf (HA!) willows I planted are a little fresh sometimes, hanging into the walkway and tickling passersby and if I'm not on top of it Adam will do some not-so-judicious pruning with his field machete, but when I build a garden isn't the idea to be IN IT?

Baptisia australis blooming

Baptisia australis blooming

Artemisia stelleriana 'Silver Brocade' blooming

Artemisia stelleriana 'Silver Brocade' blooming

I don't want to sit and look from afar and say "oh how pretty".  I don't want a landscape or a vignette.  I want a full on assault.  I want to be forced to look closely.  I want to be surprised.  I want to be engulfed by something messy and overgrown.

Huge 7 inch bloom of Hibiscus 'Midnight Marvel' blooming for the first time since planting over a year ago.  Worth the wait.

Huge 7 inch bloom of Hibiscus 'Midnight Marvel' blooming for the first time since planting over a year ago.  Worth the wait.

Baptisia 'Chocolate Decadence' blooming

Baptisia 'Chocolate Decadence' blooming

Well, I'd say I get that.

Delphinium 'White Knight' Blooming

Delphinium 'White Knight' Blooming

And everyone that comes to visit will feel it too.  Let there be no mistake who lives here. 

Bronze fennel, Miscanthus 'Adagio' blooming late summer

Bronze fennel, Miscanthus 'Adagio' blooming late summer

A tapestry of hydrangea; 'Limelight', 'Annabelle', 'Pinky Winky'

A tapestry of hydrangea; 'Limelight', 'Annabelle', 'Pinky Winky'

Eragrostis 'Ruby Silk' grass heads interspersed with baptisia foliage, blue fescue underneath.  Flint's balance bike.

Eragrostis 'Ruby Silk' grass heads interspersed with baptisia foliage, blue fescue underneath.  Flint's balance bike.

I know this might sound crazy, and probably more confessional than I intended writing about my garden to be, but often times when I hit it right and am looking at something I've grown that is REALLY RIGHT I feel like I'm looking in the mirror.  Like I'm looking in the mirror and seeing more of myself than I can when I look in an actual mirror.

Hanging basket of 'Peaches and Cream' begonia, Acorus 'Ogon', Hakonechloa grass, Solanum jasminoides 'Variegata', Coleus 'Pineapplette'

Hanging basket of 'Peaches and Cream' begonia, Acorus 'Ogon', Hakonechloa grass, Solanum jasminoides 'Variegata', Coleus 'Pineapplette'

Again, it sounds crazy but it's like I'm one with my plants.  And there is no second guessing.  No self doubt.  No debate.  What I'm seeing is beautiful and real and alive.

And it's amazing.

And I put it there. 

Papaver 'Mother of Pearl'

Papaver 'Mother of Pearl'

Sagina 'Aurea' blooming it's teeny tiny white blossoms

Sagina 'Aurea' blooming it's teeny tiny white blossoms

And most of the time it wasn't easy.  I had to sweat, and push beyond my own limitations.  I had to find patience while the seeds germinated, and plants grew, and my children yelled at me to please stop digging! 

Lupine

Lupine

Echinacea 'White Swan'

Echinacea 'White Swan'

I sometimes had to accept defeat.

Hydrangea 'Pinky Winky' before the bloom heads turn pinky, chartreuse foliage of Aralia 'Sun King' in background

Hydrangea 'Pinky Winky' before the bloom heads turn pinky, chartreuse foliage of Aralia 'Sun King' in background

Old box with Oxalis 'Fireglow'.  Proof that I know when to leave well enough alone.

Old box with Oxalis 'Fireglow'.  Proof that I know when to leave well enough alone.

And I had to let a lot of things go.  Like, my house is usually dirty.  And I don't mean messy, I mean DIRTY.  Like real dirt dirty.  Like a thin layer of airborne potting soil from the greenhouse settled all over everything dirty.  And sometimes I don't cook every Godforsaken vegetable I grow.  Sometimes an entire bushel of tomatoes gets composted.  Sure, I canned this year.  Dilly beans.  That's it. 

Luckily tomatillos and beets are patient and it will frost this week I'm sure of it so maybe my harvest kitchen ain't over yet, but I'm getting off track.

Textural Bronze fennel sending up it's bloom stalk.  I started a flat of these in the greenhouse and interspersed them anywhere there was an opening in the border.

Textural Bronze fennel sending up it's bloom stalk.  I started a flat of these in the greenhouse and interspersed them anywhere there was an opening in the border.

When I started this blog I didn't really know why I was doing it.  Making myself sick with computer procrastination (I'm really quite rugged in that department) and uploading a season's worth of images, I still don't know what is going to come out when I "let 'er rip" (as my sister once described my writing).  Today I have found that by digging deeper I am getting closer to the root of why I garden.

Getting from here...

To there...

is something. 

Why I feel the need to go tell it on the mountaintop of the internet still illudes me, but those are little pieces of dirt for another day.


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